What are the odds.... coincidence?

Ok, from the start. Since I met my boyfriend, I kind off have a huge minority complex towards one person. His ex. She just is a really beautiful girl, with a beautiful appearance. Nice face, nice boobs, really friendly, lot's of friends. She just has the whole package which I don't have. Occasionally, Don't really know why (habbit?) I follow her on facebook and I've seen she found a nice boyfriend. Over the years my jealousy towards her as an ex of my boyfriend has decreased as I know my boyfriend loves me and is done with her. So now it's just a girl whom I'm jealous of because she has this whole package. Still following me? Ok. Now, what does chance want.... 

The other day my girlfriend was really excited because she finally found a job for which she has studied. It took some time, since it is difficult to find that kind of marketing job around here so I'm really happy for her she found a job! She told me the company name and I went to their webpage. They also had a page with current employees, on which I clicked. Scrolling down the shock came when I saw this other girl's boyfriend between the pictures! So the new boyfriend of my boyfriend's ex is going to be a colleague of my girlfriend! What are the odds! Why did I have to see this? What was the purpose of me looking at the webpage? Well it sounds kind off lame when writing this, and it's really not the jealousy concerning my boyfriend and his ex dating. It's just the kind off girls I would like to be friends with and resemble. So all the activities I undertook to have a chance to meet (ok, pathetic), now my girlfriend is meeting her boyfriend. Yeah ok.. coincidence.... possibly.

Ciao!

Ixis

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living in a student dorm

Because I'm still busy with my master thesis, whereas most other students have summer holiday, I still have to go to my university. The other day I ran into my friend's sister and after telling her my summer pursuits she offered to let me stay in her student dorm for a while. After all, she is not there as she is celebrating her holidy. Great offer and it was so kind of her to do that! I decided it would be convenient for me, since that way I could save the money for train tickets. So Last week and upcoming week i'm staying at her room in my student city. She has a really nice room and a bathroom and kitchen to herself. By bike, I'm at the university in 10 minutes, compared to the hour it takes me by train. This time I've saved, I spent on cooking, so it all comes down to the same. I really like it! At some point it's a good thing I've never done this before, because than I would no longer be willing to travel this long by train. But now I also see what I missed and could have had, a real students life. I'm grateful to my friend's sister that I now can experience this. My friend already said I would have a great time, and she was absolutely right! My master thesis is slightly progressing, deadline of end of August is progressing.

Ciao!

Ixis

Busy Busy

Kinda feeling like this

Ok, no summer holiday for me. Really busy with the master thesis for a couple more weeks. Hope to finish it before the end of August but there is still a lot of work to do. So no regular updates for a while. So much to do, that I even don't find time to put my thoughts on this 'virtual paper'. Busy thinking about ANCOVA's, test of normality, skewness, regression blablabla... Well it's all for a good cause, a nice Master's degree!

Ciao!

Ixis

Somewhere over the rainbow

Lovely song for a lovely lazy sunday (even though it's thursday today...). The original title is actually just 'Over the Rainbow'. I love the vibe of this song. As I said, to me it feels like a lazy, sunny day in the fields looking at a sunset. A glowy orange sky with lights of sunshine still shining a bit. Just imagine and relax. 

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

In the land that I heard of

Once, once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare you dream

Really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds

Are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops that's where you'll find me

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds

Are far behind me

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops that's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true

If happy little bluebirds fly

Above the rainbow

Why, oh why, can't I 

Growing up

Pfff.. I don't know about growing up. Today I visted some friends who just got the key to their first own house. It's going so fast. I grew up with the girl and I have some pictures of us being four years of age and playing together ion the sand. And now, she bought her first house and she is all grown up. It seems really nice to have your own place together with your boyfriend, but one part of me wants to stay a child because it is safe. Another part wants to be mature and explore the world. But there are choices to make. When growing up and spending your life with another person, it's inextricably connect to being less able to do whatever you want. There is someone else you have to take into account. You have to balance it. You should not leave your entire independence behind because it will make you unhappy. But you also cannot do al the things you want, when you want them anymore. Currently I'm in a period in my life in which this becomes very clear to me. People in my environment are growing up and so am I. I'm in the process of becomming an adult, which sometimes leads to these moments of confusion. I'm not ready yet, but I have to become ready. Because I see the changes in my environment I get in touch with reality again. I like living in my 'own' world as it is safe and familiar, while change can be a good thing too. It's a phase I have to go through and I hope time will show me the right answers of what I want (to become) in life and how I should proceed. We all have to grow up and be ready for this world

Ciao!

Ixis